Wednesday, September 12, 2018

Pondering a Coming Hurricane


So?

So I am sitting on my back deck reading my insurance policies and feeling sorry for myself.  “The worst hurricane ever,” is headed toward our home at the beach and is then predicted to come “our way” inland to have dessert after the main meal.  So, I am in the dumps.  Find me some worms to eat.
            And then she appears, quite uninvited but welcomed.  Her painted arms lay still for a moment and then there is the whisper in the breeze;
            “So, take a deep breath O creature of the dust. That is what you are you know.  You
                        think yourself big and strong but as I look your way you seem O so fragile
                        just now.  All that stuff you have in those buildings, what is it really?
                        Here I am looking at you with all that worry on your strained face.  I
                        only have a few more days to spread my wings and you worry about
                        your future.  Look my way and remember life is always fragile but
                        you forget it so often.  Be thankful and ponder what someone once
                        said, ‘Look at the birds and flowers, do they fret and yet the Creator
                        not only created them but cares for them.’  Breathe deep and be
                        grateful.”

            So, does this butterfly bring me a message from beyond?  I suppose if I pay attention the lesson is most real.  All my need for control is laughed at by the voice from beyond.  So I shall pause and be reminded that life is so much more than the dwelling places we build with our hands.  The one who once spoke of a “house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens,” must have sent me a winged messenger to get my attention about what is really important.
            So, thank you.

Saturday, September 1, 2018

So Why am I Crying: a poem written after watchng John McCain's funeral


So Why am I Crying?
(a poem/prayer after watching John McCain’s Funeral)

So divided we are
and yet
there they were
all lined up
next to each other
like maybe
it is supposed to
be that way

Presidents all, of
different colors
and stripes
competitors for
a season
but now
united in grief
and honor

What have we become
all hiding in
our prideful tribes
afraid that
someone or anyone
might “tread on me”
or get
something undeserved

Can we find the good
that rests beneath
the need to win
and gain notice
so that we
will be
right while
others are wrong

God you were there in that
room listening
to all those noble words
about a man who wanted
more for our nation
not less
Please whisper into the stopped
up ears of our leaders
to clear away the
clutter of” me and mine”
and find a
new way to
“ours”

Rest in peace, John
but haunt us
 with your restless presence
that stirred within your
wounded chest
You and the God whose
face you now see please
come visit us
with a new vision
that allows us to
again see
what true
greatness is….

Jody Seymour
September 1, 2018